Life's like multiple choices

SIGHPIE

2012-01-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

SIGH. I don't know where else to pen down my thoughts so I had no other choice but to come here again. I don't wanna let anybody knows how shitty I'm feeling right now coz I bet they'll start to give me all sort of advices making me feel more like a nuisance to them. And honestly, no one advice is able to make me feel any better right now because I really am feeling very very very very fucking down and idk why. Just when I thought the worst is over, 2012 isn't any better. I hate 2012 as much though its just the end of a shitty month, which is like 1/12 of the year and I already can't wait to get over this fucking year. Everything seems so tough and demoralizing this fucking semester. I can't even get into a proper uni with my gpa. I don't wanna start my working life so soon. I don't know what to do after I graduate. I don't know which job to apply for. I am turning 21 this year. I dont know what thing in life is worth being happy for now. I can't help but feel like giving up on everything. WHY MUST ALL THE BAD THINGS KEEP COMING TO ME. FREE FLOW ONE MEH.

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012

2011-12-29T02:44:00.009+08:00

Warning: This is going to be a super long entry and it’s gonna take up much of your time if you ever read it.
2011 has finally come to an end. Let’s take a little time to think back and reminisce the good old times. It was pretty much a tough year and had been so overwhelming for me. I’ve lost and I’ve gained. I met new friends. I drifted with some. Whatever that I’ve gone through in 2011, good or bad have made me learnt how to cherish and become a better person.

(^) Emrs peeps: Knew you guys through school's attachment. Thanks for being part of my 2011 journey. Those good times that we had together, I'll never forget. Those times where we went KBOX together, went drinking together etc. I remember how close we all were back then.. It was a sad thing to know that we've drifted so far apart as compared to the beginning of the year. Nonetheless, xiexie ni men and wish you guys all the best! I wish we'll have more outings together again.

(^) Poly clique: Thanks for always being here for me. You guys are the reason why I attended lectures and tutorials. My poly journey wouldn't be as fun, crazy, enjoyable, retarded without you guys. Time flies and we knew each other for almost three years, soon. I'm glad that our friendship is still going strong at this point of time. I'll never forget how we mug for our entrepreneurship presentation, staying up through the night to memorise our script in 2011. I'll never forget how you guys brought me for fish spa on my birthday which scares the shit outta me. THANKS AH. I'll never forget how we drank so crazily together and made me vomit out all my duck pizza. I'll never forget how we make it a point to remember and celebrate each and every one of our birthdays throughout these three years. I thank god for you guys in my life and I hope we'll remain strong as one & don't forget our grad trip together!

*Your favourite picture*
(^) Secondary sch clique: Time really flies. We've all have known each other for at least 8 years already, from sec 1 till now. What happened to us? I can feel the distance between us. Lesser and lesser of us turn up for outings and meet ups. We were so much closer in the past. Nonetheless, I'm thankful that we're still able to meet up all together, at least once or twice in 2011. I hope we'll never lose contact with one another. You all promised to invite me to all your weddings before:)

As much as I hate 2011, it has also made me experience a lot of new things:)

First time going to clubs. First time dancing on the dancefloor. First time drinking till I got drunk. Looking back, I really enjoyed all the time spent on partying but then again, one of my 2012 resolution is to quit going to clubs. Very ironic, hahaha.

First time dyeing my hair. No more virgin hair.

*Sorry, I look very retarded here*
AND NOT FORGETTING. First time extracting my tooth :'(. SPL accompanied me there. I still remember how I felt when im about to extract my tooth. My whole body was trembling like a siao and im so afraid I would cry out in front of the dentist. It was also my first time putting on braces. No, it doesn't slim me down. Braces aren't pain at all, I can still eat like a boss weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I really hate 2011. I lost so many things. :'(

Every year, I wish for the next upcoming year to be a better one. Now, I'll just do the same and hope 2012 will be better for me:)

I'm not okay

2011-12-14T16:57:00.006+08:00

IT'S A SAD SAD SUVIN

I hate it when I have the feeling that I’m about to cry. When I feel my tears welling up, and my face gets flushed. I hate it even more when I have to hide my emotions just because I don't wish to explain myself to people, just because I want them to not worry about me. I'm tired of hearing those "Are you okay?", "Cheer up" etc because I always have to lie and say "Yes I'm okay!", "Yes, I'll cheer up!" when deep down I'm so not okay. I want to be okay I wish to be okay I hope to be okay I am trying to be okay but still I am not okay because I dont know how to be okay. But nevermind because its okay not to be okay. It's been so long since I had a good cry and I look even worst than shit now with muffin eyes and reindeer nose.

People always say expectations lead to disappointments. Oh so when you don't expect, you won't be disappointed. They always say to be prepared for the worst so when the worst happens, you will get less disappointed, less hurt. CRAP. In fact, when the worst happens, you are not gonna get hurt any lesser or whatsoever. It just make you worst. Because inside of you, you're still holding onto the little inch of hope that eveything will turn out the way you wanted it to be.

BUT IT DIDN'T.

So you just gotta accept it and get over it. Pick yourself up and try even harder the next time. That's life. I (act as if) don't care if people look down on me, mock at me or whatsoever, although its still haunt me when I know people are constantly judging me. I'm just disappointed in myself and I hate it when I feel this way because I feel like punching myself but I dare not to. Life just sucks like that. No one said life is going to be perfect. I've came to a conclusion that studies is not my forte so instead of wasting my talents I should just consider being a construction worker, learn how to build a bridge and then build it to get over shits in life.

2011-04-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE. I wanna drink I wanna club I wanna party all night. I wanna get drunk like the past and go crazy over everything. At least, the feeling is so much better. I don't love to drink. But drinking somehow drown my sorrows. Drinking session again please.

2010-10-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

Can somebody tell me what's my purpose of life right now?
I feel like taking up driving lessons, feel like sleeping whole day long, feel like shopping and spend like I've never, feel like eating & eating a lot of stuff non-stop praying that I won't grow fat like a ball. But come on, this might be/probably is the most fantastic peak period of my life(no school, no books, no troubles) and yet I'm not enjoying it. All that I am doing now is probably sleeping my life away and letting myself rot in front of my lappy, mahjong mahjong mahjong. School's starting in two weeks. Oh no, I'm so gonna start procrastinating so much about school, soon.
Aiyah. I still think my life sucks even though there's no school ley. I still have to face fcuked up people with fcuked up attitudes. In short, their fcuked up faces. Actually I don't give a fcuk. Because, I don't talk to people who are fcuked up, who are two sided.
Politics, why are you everywhere. This is sickening, much.
I don't have a life.
_|_

Wordy.

2010-10-02T00:37:00.001+08:00

Life's like a roller coaster ride, filled with ups and downs. Many tend to brood over the past, thinking that the past is better than their present. But hello come on, life don't come with a time machine, where everyone can travel back to those past moments when they find things most beautiful. All you have to do is to accept reality and face it. What for wish that you can go back to the past when you know its impossible, when you know you were the one who didn't cherish it well in the first place. For these 19years on earth, I have lived with many regrets, be it in studies, friends, relationships, family etc. I used to think back and complain that if I did study hard for my PSLE, I won't end up in NA stream, and then I won't end up in NYP right now. Friends, I won't deny I have great friends around me. Oh well, I am anti social, cos I always prefer old friends than those new ones. But then yeah, time passes, people changes, friends come and go. I don't need a bunch of friends, a few ones will do. Family, in the past, I always wish that I have parents who will shower me with lots of care and concern, like what other parents did. But not anymore. Because I know they can never be the type of parents I want them to be. I just want to be 21, and then move out without them. Sounds crude, but you guys have no idea what I've been through. So, don't judge, just live your life. But then so what, like I say, regrets can't change anything about my life, at all. Having said all these, I still hate my life right now.

2010-08-06T22:43:00.001+08:00

Lost the drive to blog already. Now that its study break, I can't wait for exams to be over. Suddenly, I miss Unity Sec's National Day celebration. I miss everything about secondary school.

2010-05-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry, blogger. I'm too lazy to blog, since my life is forever so mundane. Someone add colours to it please. Ok, shall do a proper update soon. Bye.

2010-04-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

I'm angry, don't ask why. K, I shall tell you why. Because there's a problem with audi. MAD. Life's pretty great but school's starting on Mon(sad faces x infinity). I still detest school. I can't find reasons for me to love school anyway.
All of a sudden, I think that CIDs are coolioz. You don't know why.

2010-03-24T23:11:00.001+08:00

I've been stucked at home for three days & I almost died. Been surfing the net for almost 24hours, I almost went blind. Omg.

How?

2010-03-23T12:43:00.006+08:00

Who the hell came up with accumulated GPA? Screw your ass! I think GPA3 hates me alot. & omg, I didn't know there's such grade known as distinction, cos it didn't appear in my results for the entire year1! Satisfied with my current sem's GPA, not the average GPA. But well, at least I can stop worrying about results now. Ahaha. March is coming to an end, April is coming, school's starting. Sudden urge to stop attending school. I don't wanna start year2! The thought of projects, ICAs & exams really turns me off. Yuck. Andand, congrats to those who did especially well anyway!:)

Insomnia

2010-03-22T20:15:00.008+08:00

It feels really great to be out of my house. Especially when I'm not home for days. But I got back home with only 25cents. Thanks son for your psp although your psp lousy, no dj max! Faster get that dog watch off your leg then we go out talk cock sing song play mahjong till late k! Thats our deal, 2years from now^^ And, I don't even know where I spend my money on! Pathetic shit. Going to dig money out of my bank again. I'm broke, so now I got the urge to bet on soccer too. If I win, I can jitao win few hundred bucks. Don't even have to work like dog. Okayz, I'm just kidding. And for not coming home for the past three days, I'm not allowed to step out of the house for the next three days. Omg. What is this. Anyway, results out tomorrow. So, I'll not be able to fall asleep tonight. []:

2010-03-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

Swimming with ah becca today was great, despite the fact that I didn't know how to swim ^^v I am just floating around the pool. Survived with the help of the float. And I swear swimming's capable of making one hungry. I felt very hungry after I swam (float) for less than an hour. I didn't know swimming would be so energy-consuming. But luckily, there's KFC! O'well, I am leading a healthy lifestyle now. Aha! On a side note, I wanna go universal studio. Die die also must try all those rides there. Omg, thrilling much!

2010-03-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to the IT fair in the end because I don't wanna get squeeze by all those people. Smart choice, because I get to rot at home. You don't know how much I enjoy rotting. ^^ Nothing much about my holidays. Everyday is equally mundane! Okay, there's work tomorrow. Bye! :-)

2010-03-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

Back! Its been days since I update this blog. Nothing much to do anyway. Been playing audition & audition & audition. Ha, I lead a boring life (for now only hor) I know. But. Friends are having attachments, friends working, friends rotting at home, shaking legs & watching tv programmes y'know. So what can I do??Badminton (I have healthy friends! Do you?AHA.) today! Wild wild wet & escape theme park this weekend? Swimming next week? Zoo trip next week? Fishing, Prawning next next week? Buffet next next week? Oh gawd, BROKE. I know I am getting lazier & lazier because.....I'd rather stay at home to play audition & bored myself to death than get my ass off to work. Thank god I am not working full time if not I might just drop dead halfway during work. Kkx, thats how boring my life can get.

WOOHOO

2010-02-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT. F + F = SIBEI PERFECT MATCH AH.
So......MISS MOI? Yes, I know you do. Nor, my face put big big give you see.
Okay, you don't know what I am talking. Its okay. Just assume whatever you want. *Wink
Macdonald's session with Shu Ying, Jia Wen & Li Jun. Been so long since I stepped into YewTee Mac. Yes, I am happy & now I want my revenge. Kkx bye. Eh wait, I know my life's boring. If so, then don't bother coming here to read :)
In the end, I realised I don't know you that well afterall. I am sorry.

2010-02-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

Fuck those customers. I worked from 4.45pm to 2am okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Because of customers.

Its time to party!

2010-02-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

Phew. You know what, my exams are finally over. Year one's finally over. Brain cells are depleted, GPA also buang already. Yes, no more GPA 3, let alone my 3.3. Oh well, I don't give a fuck :) No more swallowing of lecture notes ^^v Happy only. Oh well, life rocks now, to a certain extent of course. End of exams shall marks the start of my working life.
Ahhhh.
Went to Sentosa to sun-tan today. But, I am not tanned at all.
Lastly, I hate Statistics. Yes, my worst enemy. Okay, thats it. Goodbye!

2010-02-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

Gonna start mugging now. Won't be blogging till the last day of exams....which is the 25th! Good luck to all & myself :D & why do I have sucha round face?

2010-02-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

My life's in chaos now. Bad attitude, short-tempered these few days. Omg, can you tell me what is going on here? _|_ Cny is here in a week.

I don't want ang paos. I only want a simple reunion dinner. Impossible much.

2010-02-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Exams are drawing nearer :@. I haven start preparing for it because I am still working on my project(due tomorrow!).[ Thats just an excuse, anyway. ]
Gotta. start mugging very hard for Excel(Fxk, if I screw this another time, am gna repeat this module! Last ICA, last hope. Why/How did I get an F for Excel.....).
I am lazy ):
Hols in 23 days? AWESOME!

Glutton-to-be

2010-02-01T20:20:00.001+08:00

I ate Subway's 6-inch Tuna, 2chips & a pack of rice for my dinner. Can you believe it? OMG. I feel so sinful right after that & I really think I'm a glutton. AHHHHHHHHHH. But its only for today's dinner. I won't grow fat.....hor? :@ Guess I really have to get back to the gym on every wed? SPL, we haven been to the gym for god-knows-how-many-months!!! I've got lots of cellulite y'know. So sad.

2010-01-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

I NEED BRACES.

2010-01-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

I've got so much things to do right now.
- I need to dye, cut [ although I've promised myself not to step into the salon for at least a year ): ] and do hair treatment asap. But I am so lazy to make a trip down to Hougang. How?
- I need to have a change of blogskin.
- I need to get my ass off to Bugis.
- I need to start my revision for exams.
And the list goes on & on.
GRRSSSSSSSS.

2010-01-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

How? I screwed up my Excel test today too! Oh well, its over now. & I'll most probably be repeating this module. Don't you think so? Shucks. And then, right after that, I have came up with a conclusion: Severe all ties with lecture notes, exams, tests! I I I I want to study no more. But, I don't wish to work my life away too. Butbut, I would love to rot my life away. Oh man, so am I a liability to the society now?

2010-01-23T14:37:00.001+08:00

Days without internet connection almost got me killed. But.oh.well.you.know.right.I.am.finally.able.to.access.to.the.internet.now.
Thanks to me, me & me! I am not called pro for nothing. Hehehe. Still, Singtel mio tv suck.
Life's so hectic, life's a bitch, life's too short for exams. Thats all I can think of now.
& you know, holidays is here in less than a month!
EXAMS. Ugh.
Rant.Whine.Procrastinate.

2010-01-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

HAIX. I need episode 13 to cheer me up now.

2010-01-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

C'mon. Give me inspiration. My mind's completely blank now. All I can think of is February 25th. :)

Now, you hear me rant

2010-01-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

Forget about my writing skills ICA today. I totally screwed it inside up & upside down. How do I send an email without providing the email address. Stupid. Brainless. Just where's my brain in the morning. Everyone else exceeded the 150 words limit while I wrote less than 100 words for both. Are they that long-winded? Gawd damn it. I can't screw up this module. Praypraypray hard.
Ugh. I wanna undergo plastic surgery now. Can stand this face of mine no more. Its freaking uglier than an ugly duckling. Whywhywhy. Wtf is this! I really don't know how to face people manxz. Wait, I think I am having Eczema. Why me of all people! I am getting very irritated because I can't stop the itch no matter what. CMI. Have to pay the doctor a visit again. FML.

Flashback

2010-01-11T22:55:00.006+08:00

Thinking back, last year this time, it's the release of GCE 'o' level results 2008. Just like others, I couldn't sleep well the day before because I am very worried/anxious/afraid of getting back my results. I start to blame myself for not studying hard enough, not being well prepared for my 'o' level examinations. Then, I was praying hard that God would give me at least a C6 for my English (considering the fact that I am from a cheena family). & if not, I'll be the one suiciding next.
As usual, before we get our results, our principal would be right in front, informing us of how well/badly we have done. She talked & talked, non-stop, making me anxious till I wanna lao sai. After I got my results, I was actually pretty glad that I passed my English! However, with my L1R4, I couldn't get into my desired institution, desired course. Couldn't get into Psychology(insane), business courses(in NP, i mean) etc etc. But what to do? You tell me. I just gotta accept this fact & live with it. Thats life.
Next up, we received our posting results via sms. Was rather unhappy about it. Because...of alot of reasons. Specially make a trip down to Ngee Ann poly, hoping that I can appeal to Logistics management. Though I do not have any special interest for that course. But who cares, I just wanna get into NP. Now you tell me, why I am so desperate to get into NP? Cos I don't know why too. But then again, fuck it, they ask me to write this & that, attach this & that, what ahjibalan lley. In the end, I GAVE UP.
So now, back to reality. Here I am, stucked in NYP, for the next three years. I still couldn't accept the fact that I am not in either NP or SP. Ugh. But still, ENDURE. Get my diploma & this is it.
I can just go on scolding/nagging/grumbling/ about everything relating to O levels. I can go on forever. Yes, I can. Damn it. Andand, I am not the only one. Sim is also capable of kp-ing about her o level till forever! Its her turning point in life manxzxz! "My humans! I expected a B3 lor. Dk how the fcuk...." & this goes on, HOR?
& then how I wish some scientists out there would invent time machines. So I don't have to go on ranting about this & that. I'll be living with no regrets then! Isn't that great? :) Sounds great yeah? Aha!

2010-01-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

Just finished episode 11 of "Hi my sweetheart". Can't wait for episode 12 now! I don't want this show to end! :)

Can't stop procrastinating

2010-01-10T22:49:00.001+08:00

Time flies. Its been almost a year since I took my O's results.
Anyway, best of luck to those who are taking their O level results tomorrow. All of you are blessed by me. HAHAHA. :)
Shyt. Its Monday tomorrow! I dread going to school! Have to bloody drag myself out of bed to attend lectures. I am deprived of sleep.
Awwwww. My attitude sucks lately too.
Wtf is wrong with me mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

2010-01-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

Phew. Work finally over. So glad so glad so glad, that I made it through today. Tomorrow's finally a day off for me. For me to rest, for me to sleep, for me to play, for me to daydream, before school starts on Monday. Gosh. Okay. I am deadbeat. Bye.

Sweeter than sugar

2010-01-08T11:14:00.005+08:00

Why is ben xiao jie working at Orchard today! Omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!
Is episode 11 of "Hi my sweetheart" out yet? I can't wait to continue watching. Can't wait can't wait!

I almost died yesterday after working at ION. Its damn large/huge/enormous/humongous. & customers just throw the clothes wherever they want. Money isn't so easy to earn afterall. *angry.

Decomposing

2010-01-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Elearning for today & tomorrow, which means....I don't have to attend school, which makes me a little happier. Watched "Hi my sweetheart"(Omg, I am very crazy over this show!) till afternoon then went to meet Sis & Aunt at Orchard. Dined in at Din Tai Fung. Eew, the food was just average.(FYI, this is the very first time I ate there). I still prefer the xiao long bao at Redhill hawker centre! Shopped around Orchard but bought nothing. Sad, yes.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH YI! :) May you be as happy as ever!

2010-01-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Finally done witth my Stats presentation. Shall not comment about it.
Went to Bugis for steamboat with Athena! Lets see.
I ate hotdogs, meatballs, fishballs, rice, egg, yam, potato, fish, tom yam soup, chicken soup, fruit punch. I think that would be all? For 16bucks. Do you think its worth it? Maybe for me not, but for Athena, yes! She keep eating & eating, like one hungry ass. She was like, "Huh. Like that full already ah? Cannot, must eat. 16bucks lley"! Greedy you mei you! I am very very very bloated after eating. Shit, my tummy! Guess it look like I am 5 months pregnant now?
Shopped around Bugis street & bought a top (again)!
I want my pay!

Wish upon a star

2010-01-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

Whats the purpose of life? To eat? To sleep? To make friends? To love? I have no idea.
Sometimes, I think I am considered fortunate. Just because I have a roof above me, while some don't even have a home. Just because I have food to eat, clothes to wear, while others are starving. Just because I am not born with any disabilities, while some out there are either handicapped or disabled. But sometimes, I feel otherwise. Even though I have a house to live in, clothes to wear, food to eat, I don't feel happy at all. In fact, I hate my life. The world doesn't have any love, warmth at all. So what do we live for?
How I wish we can backspace in life.

2010-01-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

I think I grew fatter. Because almost everyone was complaining that they can't see my eyes. I don't know why. & I am so sad. Am I becoming fatter or is their eyesight getting poorer! Shyt. Been eating chocolates & potato chips nowadays. My tooth broke in the morning, during work. I don't know how/why. I guess its because I ate too much sweets. Omg, scared, yes, very. I don't want to be boh gay at the age of 18!
School life again tomorrow. Didn't realize that my 2weeks hols is up & I haven sleep/play/shop/rest enough!
Okay, enough of all my rantings. Turning in, bye! :)

2010-01-03T00:13:00.002+08:00

Life as mundane as ever. Work. Eat. Sleep. Shit. Okay byez.

Brand new year :)

2010-01-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2010 everybody!
Be happy :)

2009-12-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

I am sad that year 2009 is ending. Because.... I think you better don't ask me why. I don't know why too. I just feel sad. Even sadder because I wanted to go for the countdown (last minute decision) & my dad doesn't allow. So here I am, stucked at home. All I can do now is to stare at that damn television ): I just feel sad, all of a sudden. Stupid emotions. & why am I mumbling to myself here. Tsk. Anyway, I just want 2010 to be a better year. & it has to be better than 2009. Because, 2009 sucks. I just want to be happy everyday. & I want to shed not a single tear in year 2010. Okay, so thats my resolutions for this upcoming year! Simple & sweet right! :D

Dalang, dalang, DALANG!

2009-12-30T21:48:00.007+08:00

Class BBQ on the 28th.
Work on the 29th.
& today, I went Bugis with ah becca. Bought only a few tops but becca bought alot of stuff!:\ I am very jealous, much!!! Am waiting for my pay to be banked into my account. Then I am so gonna go on a shopping spree & spend like nobody's business. Excited! Anticipating 2010 :D

2010's definitely going to be a better year than 2009, don't you agree? I have came to a conclusion. Since life is short, its time for me to move on. I guess there's no point whining & blaming others. I am going to get into a relationship no more, at least not for now. Because, I am happy & contented with my life right now. Yes, single & lovin it. All the best to you two! :)

Lifeless

2009-12-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

Busy playing Audi & watching "Hi my sweetheart".

Awesome!

2009-12-27T00:55:00.006+08:00

Today's an awesome day (: Elaine, Jia Wen, Joey, Pui Yi, Rebecca & Shu Ying made my day! Girls outing, like finally. Went Vivo City, to rot. Yes, rot! We have nowhere to go, nothing to do. In the end we went to eat Ben & Jerry. Yumyumyum. Had gift exchange, gossip, walk around & then home. Just one word, fun. :D

Say whatever shit you want now. Don't need to beg me. Since this is my blog, I can type whatever I want. My say. Since this is my life, I can do whatever I want. Well, I am selfish. So? You aren't any better. At least I am not a *****, like you are.

BITCH. SLUT. MOTHERFUCKER. PUBOR.

CAN'T BE BOTHERED

Where's Santa?

2009-12-25T21:47:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO! Merry Christmas! Actually there's nothing to be happy about. Just another day. Ohhh! Except for getting free chocolates! Hahaha! ^^v Headed down to Fish & Co for Christmas party but it ended in like 15minutes or so? Went to Doreen's house with FangLi to sleep :D Currently addicted to "Hi my sweetheart". Freaking nice show :)

Alibaba

2009-12-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

Christmas is here in another two days! Yay! Anyway, I have no idea why am I so excited about Christmas :) Since Santa Claus won't be here to grant my wishes! & I have no event on that day what. Nevermind, being happy is a good thing (:

All I want for Christmas is............ (Don't need to highlight my words!)

Look what you've done

2009-12-22T13:27:00.009+08:00

Now, I know why. Its up to today till I see your true colours. Nothing but a jerk. Nothing but a bastard. Nothing but a good-for-nothing. I don't need you now. You see this, Yes, I don't need you. Yes, get lost. Hate you ttm. You know why. You know yourself best. I guess there isn't a need for me to explain anything. Basket.

Andandand you. Please don't change guys like you are changing clothes. Am not directing this at anyone. Unless you are like guilty conscious?

What's so special about today? Tangyuan day? Nobody tell me... How come everyone is eating tangyuan while I don't even have one!!! Its been ages since I ate tang yuan & I miss the taste of it. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

As you all know, sadness do become hatred sometimes. & I bet mine turned out this way. Isn't this cool. You know why. Utterly disappointed. But well, what for? Since you can be so heartless, I am no exception! Time wait for no one & life goes on. :)

Better off

2009-12-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

Holidays aren't any better. I rot my Monday away ): Sleep, sleeping, slept. Went Boon Lay market for a short while. & now I am here, surfing the net. I mean trying to search for relevant info for my projects. Damn it. I rather spend my holidays rotting than racking my brain for info. Okay, whatever.
Friends? Strangers? Or enemies? Laughs. I guess it doesn't matter now. I am just but a piece of rubbish.

Yet to vent out all my frustrations. Awww.

2009-12-21T00:23:00.004+08:00

SHAMELESS.
REVENGE IS SWEET.

Just so you know

2009-12-20T22:01:00.004+08:00

Fuck off if you don't want to read. Its wordy.
Today's the twentyth. Although it seems like any other day to everyone of you, its not for me. If nothing happens, if... Till now, I still can't accept the fact. I don't want to. I guess everyone portrays me as an idiot. Yes, I am. I am still happily checking my phone every now & then. I am still hoping to see you outside my lift once I stepped out of it. I am still waiting for you to start a converstation with me, even a simple "Hi" will do. I am still hoping to hear that we aren't over. I am still waiting for the day you come back to me. I yearn for your love. I'll do whatever it takes to get you back. But, I am not even given the chance to cherish you. Everything/Anything reminded me of you. Songs, things, dates, people, surroundings. I can't help, but I really envy couples. I feel like going up to them & tell them to cherish one another, before its too late. I need to keep myself occupied. I cannot afford to have anymore free time. I can't allow my mind to start thinking. Sometimes, I wonder to myself. Why should I treat him as my everything, when he treat me as nothing. Because I love him. He's happy. He's contended. I'm not. He's enjoying his life. I'm not. He forgotten me completely in only a month (today's the twentyth, but to be exact, its only a few days. I am just kind enough to round it up to a month). You don't need a reason to love someone. &, you'll still love him, despite the fact that he'd hurt you so much. A part of me is missing. Sad to mention, I am the worst girl, he ever met. The one he love the least. He took ji long yi xia to forget the girl (you don't have to know) before me. Not saying that he doesn't treat me well. He's the best guy I ever had, & I am like serious. The one I love the most. The one that made sucha great impact in my life. The one whom I can't get over with. But, I am just like a gust of wind to him. Blow! There I go. I've flew far away from him. Okay, I really don't know whatthefcuk I am talking about. Just let me rant. I want him back so badly. But, whats the fcuking use when he fcuking don't need me in his life anymore, don't you think so? He name me as a pestnow, if I were to tell him, I lovehim, I misshim? I'll bet he'll start scolding me in no time. I don't even know what to tell my grandma. All I could thought of was, orh, we've got school. Got exams, got tests, that he went overseas, that he's busy working. I don't know how much longer I can keep everything from her. & now, she's pestering my brother for an answer. Just wait, soon, I would no longer be the one you know, no longer. I tried to hate you, but I failed. Because I still love you. Now, I think I hated myself even more. Everything seems to be crashing down on me. I feel like I am suffocating. Some things are easier said than done. I tried forgetting you, but I failed. Now, I don't want a life without him. Life's so meaningless. What do I live for now?
When you say you love me, it may not be from the bottom of your heart.
But I want you to know that, when I say I love you, I do, & i meant if from the bottom of my heart.
There's this saying: "When you love someone, you want him to be happy".
I want to see you happy, but I can't bear to see you leave with another girl.
Yes, she's always there for you when you are down, I am not. Everything's my fault. I want to be a watertap no more. I am tired of life & I am going bonkers. )':
I want to go to the beach tomorrow, anyone?

Your love is my regret

2009-12-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

Retarded enough not? Well, for you. Its never a wrong choice to leave me. HAHAHA.

Wheeeeeeeee! Today marks the start of my holidays! Lets spell H-A-P-P-Y together! Finally got to break free from tutorials & lectures. But, my holidays seems rather boring. Like shit only. Suvin's holidays = Work + projects. Tell me boring not? Work): No choice, I need to work towards my goal!(FYI, not a diploma, but a set of braces.) Ugh, I guess its better than having to bear with those lecturers & tutors' chantings.

I am getting contact lenses soonsoonsoon. So excited! Okay, just ignore me.

December's definitely not a good month. I am so looking forward to 2010. A new year, a new start, yeah? Unhappiness+sadness, I am leaving you behind!

Life's still the same. I am very happy. (not)

I am letting go of everything soon. (not)

I am as strong as a bull. (not)

Thanks those who really cares, esp PEILI(Is this big enough?!), Eunice, Hui Rong, Sarah, Pamela, Yao Qi, Shu Ying, Hardiana, Zhen Xiang, Jin Yun, Joe, Elaine, Jing Xiang, Jia Wen, Syafiq & more.... But I'll take care of myself :) I feel really weird to have people caring about me. HAHAHA.

No more

2009-12-17T18:29:00.006+08:00

I am very tired. Very sick & tired of everything. You are right. I weren't there when you needed someone the most. She's there. Always there. Never fail to be there. Last long. All the best in wooing her.

I guess I am feeling so much happier now. Thanks people. Move on. Cos life have to go on. I rock.

I like this I like this:it may take a week, months or years
but if you see him as the one
you can wait
but in the meantime, you can still have fun
the time is young
the air is still fresh
live life
if fate allows it, both of you will meet again
and he will realize that she is the one for him
if he doesn't
it's his loss
for losing someone as wonderful as you are

I am not suffering from depression, am I?

Get me busy

2009-12-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

I screw up my Stats paper today y'know. & its not as if i didn't study for it. Grrs. Why am I always the unlucky one. & I just can't stop ranting. Bid goodbye to my GPA 3.5. See you next year. Getting Marketing results tomorrow. Excited, not. I don't want a C ):

Second- Warning letter. Its no big deal. I just forgot to attend some of the classes what. I am so gonna get grilled by my parents, most probably. Shyt. Well, I guess its only a small matter. As long as I am not barred from exams. But, adults like to make things worst, don't they?

I guess I am going to throw everything back at you? Suvin is in a dilemma. Everything's reminding me of you. Give up? Think so... I am living my life happily. Yes, trying to. Happiness is just a few steps away! Don't brood over the past. As the past has passed. Actions speaks louder than words, though. Its just a few days. Can't believe it. How come I am still holding on. Even he's not, now. I agree I am stupid now. Can't I be any smarter? _|_, for myself. FYI, I am talking to myself.I only know how to say. But deep inside, I am going crazy.

2009-12-15T19:25:00.004+08:00

Everything's fading. Ignore my mouth.

Bought uniform for work today. Opportunity cost--> Don't know anything about special journal. I have not been attending POA lecture for two consecutive weeks already. I am dead. Met two bloody hell irritating cadbury guys in the train. Just can't stop following whatever we are doing. Irritating, although I know our actions are cute. But even so, that doesn't give them the rights to be so childish. Shit, I am going to bring an umbrella whenever I stepped out of my house now. Damn the acid rain. Gotta work tomorrow... I hate black(s).

And so what if you are smart? So what if you are in a good course? So what if you are in a good school. So what if you are good-looking? That doesn't give you the rights to be so.....kaypoh. Get this right, you don't know me. Screw you. Ya, fuck, the word for you. Yes, you. Its you.

2009-12-14T22:44:00.001+08:00

How do I study?

Choice

2009-12-14T20:42:00.004+08:00

F. for Excess. Aren't I smart. Why can't I be any smarter. Someone just bang my head hard onto the wall. Not in the mood to study for Stats. Someone please help me. I need my GPA 3.5( Just let me dream about it ) very badly.

Life is just like multiple choices. You make a choice & for most of the time, you regret it. Who don't? But, you just gotta live with it. Nobody's going to care about you. You'r right. I made a choice. I regret it. But I just gotta live with it.. What a joke. I am not escaping from reality. I am unhappy. Very very unhappy. I hate everything about my life. But I still have to put a smile on my face, every day, every hour, every minute & second. Do you know how hard it is? Its hard to put on an act. I am really very tired. Till now, I still can't accept the fact. I live for myself. I don't need anyone. I'd rather erase all those memories in my mind. I don't want to keep them. I don't want them to be on my mind all the time. My fault. )': x infinity. You don't need me, I don't need you either yea!

)': )': )': )': )': )': )': )': )': So how do I let go? I don't want to be half/three-quarter blind.

I really have nobody to turn to. I am very sad. I am suffocating.& the best part is, you don't reply to my texts anymore. Worry nto, not going to interfere in your life anymore.

Exhausted

2009-12-13T16:19:00.004+08:00

One word, hectic. One more paper to go! Few more months before Semester two comes to an end. Thats fast. Right now, I am trying to get over & done with all my projects. Crush those who invented projects. My brain cells are depleting. I feel so tired over life. Its always about work, if not studies. Isn't life for all of us to enjoy? Just don't understand. But well, I am anticipating Christmas & New Year!!! So excited. Though there's no celebration. 2009 is coming to an end too. 2010 is coming. Omg, I feel so old.

FOOD!

2009-12-04T15:36:00.001+08:00

Hello! I have no idea what to blog right now. Haix. I want to eat fish manhanttan's fish & chips again. I want to eat steamboat. I want to eat tomyam cup noodles. I want to eat Fish & Co's seafood platter for two. I want to eat Marks & Spencer's chocolates. I want to eat Pepper Lunch's chicken pepper rice. I want to eat Subway's cookies. I want to eat fried fish soup with rice.I want to eat donut factory's double chocolate donut. I want to dine in at Popeye's. I want to eat filet-o-fish meal. I want to eat Mr Bean's chocolate pancake. All so yummy! Are you drooling? Me love food, more than anything else :D

No title

2009-11-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Not going to blog about anything today. Blame my laziness. Bye.

Speechless

2009-11-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

Everything can change overnight. I am just so sick & tired of life now. I feel so alone. Whatever it is, thanks for these nine months, where you cared so much for me. You got angry, because of me. You got sad because of me. You got worried because of me. Those bickering sessions with you, those fun, joy & laughters. I'll never forget everything. Do takecare of yourself. & quit smoking, though I know I have no rights to interfere in your stuff now. Its your choice. I wish you all the best :')

Goodbye & thanks.

Back to square one

2009-11-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

What the world really needs is more love and less paperwork - Pearl Bailey

Whats with the world

2009-11-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

Tsk. Today, I realised something. I forgot how to do primary one Maths! Omg, this is so embarrassing. I was supposed to teach my cousin Maths, but I totally blanked out after reading the question & I stoned at the book for like, 5minutes? Why is Primary One Maths so difficult now...... Nuts. Forget it, my maths is like F9 standard anyway. & today's a special day because I tried yogurt for the first time in my 18years. One word for you, yogurt. AWFUL. I had a hard time finishing it up, because it tasted like food that has gone bad. YUCK HATE IT. & now, how I do I spell yougurt/yogurt? I forgot.......................

Broke

2009-11-24T19:37:00.000+08:00

HELP! I am very broke now. I am not a spendthrift, am I? No, I am not. I am glad money can't buy happiness. If not, I'll end up being the most unhappy person in the world :)

The end

2009-11-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

Super relieved that Microsoft Access ICA1 is over. I screwed up my individual work, so I know I am going to fail this, very badly. Can't believe I am so stupid. I studied, memorised, but I don't know how to apply my knowledge to the test! Forget it, its over! Rushed over to Amk Hub to catch 2012 at 3.30pm, but who knows the tickets are sold out so we bought tickets for the 5.25pm slot instead. Headed to MacDonald for desserts, crap & since we still have a lot of time before the movie, Yao Qi suggested to take pictures! Hahaha, I didn't know taking pictures can be so energy-wasting/stupid/retarded/funny!

Yao Qi asked/forced/pestered me to take picture with her, so I pose this stupid action for her camera. Okay, I know its fugly, but what matters most, is the laughters!

Then we decided to capture everyone of us using Yao Qi's handphone. And since her phone is lousy, we only managed to capture a photo, like this, after many attempts. Yao Qi's face kenna cut away by abit, but well, got my face can already!^^

Yao Qi then complained that her hand is tired, so she suggests we should all sit in a row, so its easier for us to take pictures. Woah, what a good suggestion! I kanna squeesze until !@#$%^&*()_+ lor! & this is what we get. I really have no idea why Sarah's face turn out this way!

Sarah was unhappy because her face cannot be seen(picture above), so she asked Yao Qi to shift the camera to the left. Then now, 1/4 of Yao Qi's face gone. And, btw, I forgot to mention that Yao Qi & I should be doing the same pose, while Sarah & Eunice should be posing as a pig.

Yao Qi then complained to Sarah, saying that she cannot hold her camera towards the left if not her face will be cut. Complain, complain, complain. But then, she never realised hor, she is happily covering 1/4 of my face with that big head of hers. For most of the pictures some more hor.

Fyi, I have no idea why I did that action in this picture. I know its unglam, but I got really tired of doing the cork eye thing with the mouth so...maybe a change of pose. HAHAHA.

I think Yao Qi love this picture very much. Cos she keep on repeating herself after looking at this picture. She says, eh hen cute lley hen cute lley! She's refering to herself. *vomit.

How do I get rid of those fats on my face!

HAHAHA. Anyway, I guess I am quite lucky. Cos my eyes is not cork after the end of the cam-whoring session. If not I am going to blame Yao Qi for it!

Temptations

2009-11-22T14:54:00.001+08:00

Awww, Microsoft Access is killing me, I swear! Why didn't I pay attention from the very first lesson! Shyt. Tell me last minute preparation works, pleaseeee. Oh, I guess I forgot to mention that I spent all my money away. Cos I went on a shopping spree yesterday. Am I pro or what? Arghhhhhhh! Can't believe it. Anyway, I have got a lot more to buy. There's too many things that caught my eyes. Lets wait for 7December all right! Thats my pay day! wink* & I shall pamper myself with food & clothes! Anyway, I love Marks & Spencer's chocolates, yum yum yum :D

Shopping spree!

2009-11-21T12:29:00.003+08:00

Yay, I am hitting town later! Are you jealous?

Just one last dance

2009-11-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

School's so hectic nowadays. I bet I am going crazy really soon. Marketing project deadline this Friday, & I am mugging like shyt now. I hate projects, seriously. You know I've got no brain. Awww, side track abit, whats with the world now. Is 2012 really the end of the world? Yes or No Yes or No. But its scientifically proven, isn't it? I don't wish to die in a tsunami, I don't wish to die during a volcano eruption. I don't wish to die in an earthquake. Ahhhhhh. But, if I know I am really going to die then, I am going to spend 3/4 of my money on food. I still haven get to taste all the good food in Singapore, y'know! & I'll just save the 1/4 up, for contingency plan, just in case the world didn't end & I'll end up being a begger. Tskkkkkkkk. Life's bored anyway :)

I AM JEALOUS! URGHH.

2009-11-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am back everybody. Finally got the feel to blog again. Today marks the end of 'O' level! They have to stress (about their studies) no more & study no more, at least for now. Awwww, I feel so jealous & envious of them. I am here still stucked with tutorials, lectures & projects! I am unhappy. Okay, when the hell am I going to get my braces. I am so gonna lose my patience soon. I can't wait to have straight, white, cool, nice teeth. I can't wait! Ugly person with ugly teeth. OMG. I am going to have a braces group soon. Cool, isn't it? Oh, Santa Claus is coming to town! More & more chocolates are coming up(!) I feel much happier now <:

Mundane Life

2009-10-25T18:21:00.006+08:00

Hello, I know I've been neglecting my blog for quite some time. Two simple reason. I am just too lazy to on my laptop and I forgot my blogger email address because I am suffering from stm. But, I remember it now! :) Praise me praise me! Semester two had started not long ago & as usual, school sucks. But well, I can't change the fact that I still have two & a half more years to go. Sadded. Oh,& I swear I am so gonna buck up now because my semester one GPA sucks more than anyone else. Am I too stupid or are my classmates too smart? Oh well, obviously my classmates are smart. I am never stupid. Hahha.
My tags are all outdated already! Omg, will reply tags asap :D

:)

2009-09-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

So no life -.- Will update after my chalet! :) Bye!

Hi there!

2009-09-07T19:16:00.003+08:00

Yoh! Its been almost a week since I had a proper update. Life's rather bored so don't really have anything interesting to blog about. :) Forgot how I spent my life last week. Only remember meeting up with my secondary friends! HAHAHA! I love them to bits!

Working almost everyday, abit no life I know. But for the sake of money to buy chio clothes, I have to chiong! :) Omg, have to work full shift tomorrow. Well, last day of training. I am so, lifeless.

Yoh!

2009-09-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry for neglecting this blog of mine for days. Lazy + Busy + Work = No updates. Will update tomorrow :D HAHAHA!

Yeah!

2009-08-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

Meet Sister after her school ended & we went to buy masks & other skin products. & you know what, I bought 9 masks & a small bottle of facial cleanser, which cost me 29bucks & I mean excluding those masks. Its made of gold :) Okay, I know I am crazy but my skin is beyond hope. Pimple outbreak again, what the! All these cost me a bomb y'know. But I'm so damn freaking happy! Oh yeah, & now I have three creditors, again! I need a job so urgently because my piggy bank is only left with 4bucks. But thats how a spendthrift works :D HAHAHA. Tsk. Why isn't there any raining cash season -.- Whatever. Going to watch TV now. Exams-free! :) Bye.

Finally, its over! :]

2009-08-27T19:47:00.006+08:00

The bunny I drew. Super cute right, I know :)
Weeeeeeeee!~ Its the 27th of Aug today! :) Do you know, MY.SESMESTRAL.EXAMS.ARE.OVER.OVER.OVER! Oh my god, can you sense my happiness! I can finally break free from lectures notes & books, for the time being. & here comes my holidays! I've been awaiting for today. Be jealous people! Well, regarding my exams, I am quite confident of getting Cs & Ds for all my modules, maybe a F for certain modules. POM & AFA, manageable paper. STATS & MICROECONOMICS, killer paper. I can't believe my modules are as hard as a rock. Erhermm, clever people like me also find almost all papers difficult. Hah, kidding. My brain is rusty, as usual. Wait till Mid-sept & I'll get my atrocious results. Bye Bye GPA 3.plusplus. Meanwhile, I must enjoy myself! Had Swensens today to celebrate the end of our semestral exams. Went for job interview at Fish & Co. Hopefully we can get in & I am going to chiong my work for my braces. Cool you mei you! :) But, on second thought, I don't really have the feel to work, far too lazy. Thats Suvin ma, cannot blame :)

Fxc.k

2009-08-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeee. Two more papers to go. Statistics = Gone case. Trust me to spend so much time on it. Pretty sure that I am going to fail it. Argh. This paper is way much tougher than previous year paper. Bloody ass. *Angry. Oh man, lets say bye bye to my C for Statistics. I don't even think I can get a D for it. I.don't.want.to.repeat.this.module! I hate Statistics. I hate graphs. I hate calculations. I hate exams. But well, who cares. The paper is already done & submitted. So, I shall stop whining about it, get over the last two papers & enjoy my holidays to the fullest! HAHAHA. Shall wait till the results are out then decide what to do. Anyway, I can already predict all my results. All confirm CMI. Got C for all I effing contended alreadyyyyyy. Holidays is coming, I am so happy! :D Can you sense my happiness? :)

[:

2009-08-20T17:54:00.002+08:00

Will not be updating until my last paper, AFA, which is on 27August, which is 7 more days from today, which mark the end of my semestral exams. HAHAHA. Cool man. So, bye. I am going to study now. I can't believe I am so hardworking, but its the fact. HAHAHA. Good Luck people! :) & do miss me!

Microecons sucks!

2009-08-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

Watched "where got ghosts" at Junction 8 with Shu Ying & Jia Wen. We had popcorns! Not very interesting, but overall still okay. The duration was short though. & the last part was continued from "Money no enough II"? After that, we headed back to Yew Tee Mac for our revision. Saw Kenny there. Not in the mood for revision today. Studying with friends is never productive. We talked about everything & anything except about studies, daydream, eat, etc. I don't understand a single thing about econs, at all, seriously. Okay, whatever. I hate Mircoeconomics to the core & no way am I going to repeat that damn module. So right now, I am so going to get everything into this damn head of mine. Stress, very stress, damn stress.

mugging!

2009-08-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Visited my school for Econs extra lesson. Boring, as usual. I didn't tap my card = no attendance. Fish, wasted trip there! Forget it, I understand nothing at all too. Stupid brain I have, i know. Koufu for lunch, then off to meet Shu Ying at Yck platform & we went Penisula as she want to buy her new bagpack. :D After that, we went to Yew Tee Macdonald for revision/mugging session. Studied for POM. But, I think we talk more than study. As expected! I ate Mcflurry, Filet-o-fish, Fries & green tea. Shit. Told ya I can't control this mouth of mine. But, its okay la, once in a blue moon! HAHAHA. Saw Rebecca at Mac too! :D Going to mug for my Stats already. And and, my blog is bloody hell lag now. ANGRY. Kay bye!

Suvin is boring.

2009-08-16T14:45:00.001+08:00

Father wake me up early in the morning at 11.20am. Argh. Freaking angry because Sunday is sleeping day! I need to get rid of my dark circles badly. Stucked at home the whole day & now I've got nothing better to do y'see. This is the disadvantage of waking up early. Trying to kill time, so I went to Friendster, Facebook, Plurk, Youtube, Hotmail, Blogshop, Blogger & now here I am, updating my blog. Tsk, I really can't stand it. I need to shop badly. Too many things for me to get & at the same time relieve stress. Ha, I don't understand what stress I have also :D I am craving for Mac, Mcspicy, Mcwing, Filet o fish, shaker fries now. Its okay, I'll be going Mac for the whole of next week. Gonna psycho LSY to eat Mac with me, HAHAHA. Cool man! :)

No particular title.

2009-08-15T13:58:00.007+08:00

Above pictures are taken using face warp. Posted them up for fun only. HAHAHA.
Went Aunt's house together with sister. Surf net, tried to study for POM & eat & eat there. Aunt got alot of food for us. Durian cakes, Yam, Unagi, Mushroom soup, & more. Yumyumyum. Didn't study much, got distracted by sister & aunt as they are watching shining inheritance, though I have no idea whats that drama all about. Sister & I went Causeway point after that. Finally bought my stud for idk how many weeks. Sister went Popular to buy stationery for her O's. Typical singaporean. Tsk.

Suvin's exam timetable :S

21-AUG-09 (FRI)
09:00AM - 11:00AM
BM0016
PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT

24-AUG-09 (MON)
12:30PM - 02:30PM
BM0012
STATISTICAL METHODS FOR BUSINESS

26-AUG-09 (WED)
12:30PM - 02:30PM
BM0007
MICROECONOMICS

27-AUG-09 (THU)
09:00AM - 11:00AM
BM0002
ACCOUNTING FOR ASSETS

Okay, I keep on forgetting my exam dates & stuff. Paste it here so I don't have to go to Nyp portal to check. See, four more papers, 11 more days to end of semestral exams. Excited!

HAHAHA.

2009-08-14T20:38:00.003+08:00

Weekends is here again! Say yeah! Had revision for semestral exams today. Everything's piling up now. But holidays comes after exams, Wee-u-weet! :D Okay damn, I haven save up enough for my m)phosis bag. Have been saving up for freaking two months already y'know. But I've gotta blame myself for being sucha spendthrift, on food & clothes i mean. M)phosis bag, wait for me, I'll be getting you back soon. Yet to go Penisula & watch "where got ghost" with Shu Ying. Meanwhile, I am busy reading twilight, & I am only halfway through. Okay, I know I am slow & outdated :D No school for next week, except for Monday & Friday. Yay! But eh, actually, its not that great. Cos its meant to be study week! & my brother went MIA. Whatthefcuuk -.- Faster come home, if not got QX already. Okay, bye.

Grrss.

2009-08-13T20:38:00.002+08:00

I am back from school! Had two hours break today. Went to Amk hub with friends for pepper lunch! Yummy! I'll never get sick of eating chicken pepper rice :) Headed back to school after lunch & we played some stupid childhood games. Everybody's laughing like mad -.- Okay, I can't get myself to pay attention in class, like always. This is bad. I want to be talkative no more. Mom just reprimanded me. My results were disappointing. She says I should not end up poly, because she believe I am stupid too. How sad. Tsk. I am smart one hor. HAHAHA. Bought dinner home & I choke on I don't know what the hell thing & it kept poking my throat. Drank a packet of drink & 500ml of water till my stomach became effing bloated, just to get that thing down my throat can! -.- But, it doesn't help, at all. Asked brother to give me his chicken wing cos I thought by eating it, it may bring that sharp thing down my throat. But it doesn't help either. Damn infuriating. thus I decided not to do anything about it. Complain to grandmother & i keep on coughing. I don't want to die early! In the end, it came out! A sharp wooden thing. Whatthefcuk. But, I am happy! :D

Studies is killing me!

2009-08-12T15:47:00.005+08:00

Argh! I am not in the mood to start my revision. Laziness kills. How how how! Everybody's mugging hard now. I wonder why I end up in a class filled with so many hardworking & clever heads. Zzz. Everybody's stressing me out & i am pretty sure that i am so going to repeat some of the modules, if I am not going to start some serious revision, now. Started revising for my POM since yesterday but all that i could remember now is:
Three characteristics of an organisation:
Dinstinct purpose, Deliberate structure & People. I believe my brain is useless, or maybe rusty.
I am left with 9 pathetic days. How am i able to digest everything! God damn impossible can! Okay, I am lazy :D

Over.

2009-08-11T18:28:00.005+08:00

Phew. Everything's finally over. No more projects & presentations, for this semester! Poly sucks, but I managed to survive for almost a semester, so proud of myself y'know! :) 10 more days to my semestral exams. *Stressed. I need to buck up now! Short of brain cells. Whatever it is, 4 more papers to go & its holidays! I am so looking forward to it. I can't wait to start working. HAHAHA. Okay, my mind is so filled with chocolates right now. I need to stop thinking of chocolates, seriously. Gained 2Kg recently. Ohmygod, can you imagine that. I don't know wth i ate also. I am way too greedy. I am a fat ass & I need to control! :)

Happy national day! :)

2009-08-09T20:11:00.005+08:00

Hello! Decided to move here, for no particular reason. :) New blog, new beginning? Lol. Firstly, Happy 44th Birthday Singapore! Prepared & went to Marina with sister as my grandfather only managed to get two tickets. Awesome. I love the beautiful fireworks! :) & somehow I miss Ndp 2007. I ate everything in my fun pack but the snacks doesn't seems to fill my stomach. HAHAHA. Headed to fish manhattan for dinner after the parade ends, we were feeling very hungry then. I like the ice peach tea & the fries but not the fish. I don't know why. Yuck, say bye to my 16bucks!

Lazy to update the rest of the pictures. Took 100 over pictures that day. So, bye! :D